I have fond memories of my four-years in a monastery. What an honor it was to live with such remarkable men. A privilege. I wish I could say I came away from the experience a virtuous man. I cannot. But I can say that I saw virtue modeled and was deeply influenced by what I saw. I learned what humility looks like, how patience and perseverance play out, the value of faithful practice, the way a committed and dedicated life is lived. I was shown the face of joy. Heard it laugh. The monastery is quiet. Peace is there. The abbey church is majestic. The chanting inspiring. But those men, the monks, they are monasticism.
In writing these haiku about the monks, I admit to indulging myself in a bit of nostalgia. The monks in real life are, or in some cases were, much more complex and human than my brief notes depict. My hope is to convey a sense of the warmness I feel toward them and the admiration and gratitude I hold for their way of life.
Of Monks and Monastery
the monastery...
random thoughts from times long past
remembered fondly
memories...events
but monks remembered as well
the community
many monks there were
here I mention but a few
merely a sampling
like...Brother Jerry
sometimes called Brother Snixy
that’s what he called things
that’s snixy, he’d say
whatever struck his fancy...
he collected things
collage of hodgepodge
in display cases arrayed...
a quaint museum
feathers, arrowheads
campaign buttons, pens, knives, coins
stuffed animals, rocks
eclectic defined...
two or more of whatever...
it seemed all to fit
multi talented
he played an instrument, too
the concertina
occasionally
atop the water tower
into his sixties
like...Brother Walter
once a promising hitter
played semi-pro ball
then came WW2
and he went into battle
survived...a changed man
he became a monk
still with that sweet lefty swing
when the monks played ball
and played ball they did
among themselves on Sundays
for recreation
his post...center field
gliding under arcing flies
gazelle-like he ran
playing with elan
his teammates he encouraged
spilling out his joy
as did all the monks
during recreation time
whatever the game
chess or volleyball
checkers or a game of Hearts
with gusto they played
listened to baseball
the Cards on KMOX
though not the whole game
many were scholars
Father Gabriel...brilliant
a polyglot he
English, German, French
Spanish, Italian, Latin
taught philosophy
Father Nicholas
taught English and coached boxing
favored mismatched socks
a huge influence
assigned my favorite book
Catcher in the Rye
quite a character...
Father Finton hunted deer
always with no luck
until that one night
waking all to see...at last
a fine ten-point buck
talented artist
Father Felix carved, painted
sculpted, wore sandals
retired abbot
a writer...Father Jerome
also built coffins
quiet and humble
Father Richard created
fiery ‘Monk Sauce’
Father Malachi
a favorite...nicknamed Goose
due to his long neck
the monks taught high school
a boarding academy
the boys only kind
the tallest of monks
Father Matthew took no guff
so learned rowdy boys
the gentlest of monks
Father Phillip could be stern
banished the rowdies
with Father Gerald
cutting up was not condoned
lab hose...back of knees
yet they were not mean
rowdies became unrowdies
cut ups soon calmed down
they learned well...did well
and return year after year
grateful alumni
there are monks who teach
others cook, wash clothes, cut hair
farm, garden, fix things
all that is needed
whatever it takes, monks do
in community
their simple motto
reads: Ora Et Labora
meaning: Pray And Work
no matter their jobs
each day monks gather to chant
praying seven times
they chant the ‘hours’
matins, lauds, terce, sext, and none
vespers and compline
they eat together
most of the time in silence
a monk reads aloud
special occasions
like feast days or funerals
talking is allowed
there is no mourning
the monks live what they believe
death is a passage
holy bunch, these monks
profoundly spiritual
yet warmly human
they vow poverty
chastity, obedience,
and stability
plus a unique vow
called conversion of morals…
true to their calling
quietly, humbly
the monks live not for themselves
they live for mankind
unselfish their love
the salvation they pursue
is not theirs alone
it is for all men
whatever they might believe
saint and sinner both
they gather to pray
but their prayer never ceases
their life is a prayer
(composed 09/27/22 - 04-15-23)
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